Another Trial Comes ...

often I take life for granted.. often I ignore the most important thing to make me well... often I take things too simple ... and when I get the result of my ignorance to what is good, I tend to stress and regret.
it was long time ago when I realize that I have a bump inside my breast. I asked my mom, then she said it was nothing, probably because u'll have your period soon. then I ignore and didn't take it too seriously. then it was last Saturday night when I felt unwell, I ask some lady to massage me. it happen that she touched the part where the bump was, surprisingly I found it (the bump) was still there. i was panic and I couldn't stop thinking something is wrong with my body. after a long wait, I then finally got the chance to check to a doctor. guys, it was a tumor. all this time I have a tumor in my breast and I don't know????? I was pale, I was shaking hearing to his explanation, not to forget that taking it out through an operation is the only way safe. a moment I thought ... ohhh God, what more now???
all I need now is to have the strength to take it all and to go through this.