He understands

sometimes we fell there's no way out
no more time, and it's too late
He never lied, He always keep his words
for those who believe in him, miracles happen
He understand, He cares
all the things that we are going through
all that He ask is for us to trust in him
and wait 'till miracles happen

Another Trial Comes ...

often I take life for granted.. often I ignore the most important thing to make me well... often I take things too simple ... and when I get the result of my ignorance to what is good, I tend to stress and regret.
it was long time ago when I realize that I have a bump inside my breast. I asked my mom, then she said it was nothing, probably because u'll have your period soon. then I ignore and didn't take it too seriously. then it was last Saturday night when I felt unwell, I ask some lady to massage me. it happen that she touched the part where the bump was, surprisingly I found it (the bump) was still there. i was panic and I couldn't stop thinking something is wrong with my body. after a long wait, I then finally got the chance to check to a doctor. guys, it was a tumor. all this time I have a tumor in my breast and I don't know????? I was pale, I was shaking hearing to his explanation, not to forget that taking it out through an operation is the only way safe. a moment I thought ... ohhh God, what more now???
all I need now is to have the strength to take it all and to go through this.