I've learned

I've learned that you can't make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved,
the rest is up to them ...

I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back ...

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it ...

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts ...

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do ...

I've learned that you can do something in an instant,
that will give you heartache for life...

Just what I found online

... God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference ...

HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE ... :-)

life's a mistery

We never know what God has planned for us, yet we think that we know everything, as I go through ups and downs I realize one thing ... that God has a reason for allowing things to happen. we may never understand His wisdom but we simply have to trust His will. We face all challenges beyound all the problems, cause we believe that the more pain we overcome ... the more stronger we become.
It was just yesterday I got so down like it was it and life has ended for me. Then, I have reached the point where I feel tired of things that happened to me. I want to move on ... I wanna let new things, new person, and new experience come in to my life, and bring new color to my life. it's true what the old say ... "sesungguhnya hati kita mampu mengobati dirinya sendiri apabila kita mengikhlaskannya" - Mario Teguh. which means in English ... our heart can actually heal itself if we let it to do so ... fair enough, as I let my self heal it self, I found new happiness in me and start the new beggining of my happy life. You may not understand what I mean by this ... I promise I'll tell you more in detail next time :P
Before I end this blog I wanna share with you what's been keeping me strong ... that God understands that we are not strong all the time ... sometimes all we can do is rest on His arms and He takes us through the journey of life ... with Him we are safe ...

new year... with pictures :)

All my life, this is the warmest family gathering ever. After all I have gone through, I realize that I only have family to share my ups and downs with and cheer me up in times like this. This year is my first time as a grown up to reunite with my cousins, feel like a long ... long time haven't been talking with them. It was wonderful ...
I want to post some pictures for you to see


in this picture is me (in green), my younger sister (in blue), and my twin sister (in black), and the rest behind are my cousins, taken at my uncle's house. The baby I'm carrying is my twin sist's baby ...


with my twins cousin, her twin sister is not so into picture taking, so we didn't take with her.


At my other uncle's house. Haven't been like this in such a long time :)

So far, that's all that I cud upload, next time I'll upload more. If you notice, I smile a lot in pictures, and it's all true ...